i think of myself as a writer and a thinker and a computer geek and a musician and a mathematician. that which defines me leaves me awake at night. i could not do without any one part of what is me. i also couldn't do without some of my friends.

i've been known to take the long way when i have no where to go. somedays i drive by people's houses on purpose. i've never stopped just because i was 'in the neighborhood' but i wish i did.

i am very romantic, but not many people know. i was in love last year but then i lost it. i thought i was in love. i don't know anymore.

i don't always know what i should tell people about myself and what is too much. i normally hold back instead of overdoing it. i don't always know what it is that makes me who i am.

and i feel, I just don't always know how to explain the way that i feel.