Today I felt somewhat on top of things. I went to my university class and it was neat. I lead my forum and that was cool. I talked to Becca on the phone. I talked to my mom on the phone. I got email from Emily. I talked to Ben and Graham online. I chilled with my brother and Claire for a bit. Things weren't too bad.

But I still felt like I did yesterday to some extend. Check out the rave from yesterday.

My mom wants me to come to Minnesota to be with her. I miss her and I am sick of school, but I can't deal with waiting for death. And I really do dig things here in Ann Arbor. I don't know what it is, but my house feels so empty without my mom. I only notice it when she's somewhere she can't come back from soon.

Some day I hope I will go to Marquette with a friend.

  I've got commitments.
  I've got plans.
  I'll keep myself busy.
  Don't you worry about me.