Ben has a bad attitude towards chs in general. I don't like that too much. Community is a great place, even if some things about it are just lame. There is good stuff going on there and it's my school. I wish people wouldn't just diss on it to be angsty. But I like ben. He is a nice guy.

I don't really know what to do with myself today. I have been in this mood for weeks now. It's not such a good feeling. I am really happy I am going on a short road trip with ben and graham to east lansing. I need the surrounded by friends thing. Becca will make me smile. It will be a blast. I'd go crazy today if I wasn't going.

I don't know, I guess I'd be fine. It's sunday, the day to chill.

Jim is a neat guy. I didn't really chill with him a lot over the summer, but I hung out with him after school last week. He makes me laugh. I don't think people give him credit for being as cool as he is. Well, some people do. He's dealt with some crazy, mixed up friend shit that was just wack. I'm glad to hear that his "freshman clique" friends are chilling out and being nice to him. I think.. maybe just some of them are.