Sometimes I wish the world would stand still and just leave me alone with the people I am talking to. Sometimes I wish things would hurry up and happen.

So I've got a nervous stomach. It gets really bad sometimes. Bad enough I think I can't take it. I worry a lot. I'm getting better, I say. But really I'm not. I don't know why I am the way I am. It just happened. I use to back out way too easily. In life in general. I actually am better now. Somewhat. I just do things, even if I don't want to and my stomach hurts and I can feel my heart in my throat. I am pretending like I am growing up.

I realize now, I know some cool people that in the past, I didn't give credit. I am all about making new friends with old people. Well.. some. So if you think you are one of those people, talk to me. I like to talk to people. Mostly.