I got up at 8:05. I got to school at 9:10. I went to civics at 9:40. I stood around in the counseling office for a bit. I walked to Dennison and arrived at 11:58. I got out at 1. I walked to SEB. I worked until 4:17. I walked to community's parking lot. I got home a bit before 5. I started my SAT II registration at 9:15. I freaked out before too long. Then I relaxed. By 12:30 I was done with my creative writing piece. Everything is okay. I just won't sleep enough. No big deal.

Have you ever brushed your teeth for a hour? Yeah, me either.

"but maybe it'd be better for you if you came home."

"if I was dying, would you want to leave?"

"no, but that's different, i mean-"

"I can't leave my mom"

"yeah, I guess your right"

yeah, i had this conversation with my mom tonight. She is still in Minnesota. I don't know how she can do it. I'd be a wreck. I couldn't just sit with someone and wait for them to die. But I guess I would try my hardest for my mother. But for the rest of you, please don't ever ask me to do that.