"kate, you sound lonely."

yeah, i am sort of lonely. I don't know why. I know lots of people.. I even like most of them. I talk to a bunch of people, but at the end of the day, I guess I am lonely. My mom's been gone since the 5th. I could use a little of that motherly love right about now. It helps when you feel like you're dying every day.

"the only reason I went to my senior homecoming by myself was because I knew I was gonna get arrested the next day" does not provide a positive image of you, sod. but what a funny thing to say.

when the phone rings, my pulse rises sometimes. my body can give me away. I've got a nervous stomach.

so i said "I feel like I'm going to puke"

damn, I am smooth. Or something.

i went to a bunk meeting today. somethings that change are not for the better and get under my skin. but i'll deal with it or just walk away.