right now i am so tired. but i am doing better on the tired level than this afternoon. i was dizzy everytime i stood up. it sucked. then i ate some food. it got better. now i am just exhausted and stressing over school. I'd really dig going and sitting with some friends for a few hours.. or all night. Maybe watching a movie and almost falling asleep next to someone comfy with a safe feeling. but whatever, going to sleep in my bed with thoughts of school just to wake up way early tomorrow is also i great way to spend the night. at least when my classes start i won't have to be there so early. i'll just keep that in mind. and you know what else? somehow, it will all work out. that is what i hear, at least. Everything will be okay.

Today I talked with Eli. She is an awesome woman that taught at my school for a year.. and then things happened. It was really nice to talk with her and to see her. I miss having her around. Her daughter is in my mom's class. That is sort of scary. I am very defensive of my mom as a teacher. I think she is the best.. and other people seem to agree.. but it would be weird if Eli didn't like her teaching. I'd feel bad. I recommended my mom's class for her daughter.

I am proud of Alison for doing as good as she is right now..