Today, this morning, before lunchtime, I felt fine. I was calm and I had this feeling like everything was alright in my life. It felt good and then.. things changed. But I still walked around feeling alright.

As of yesterday there was no graduation for community. As of today, we're working on it. I don't know how we can change graduation.. I've been waiting for that since freshman year. Hopefully we can work out a plan that makes the teachers think we changed graduation, but still keep the part where everyone can say something. This hurt my no-worries mood.

I took my first midterm for calculus today. It actually wasn't that bad. The review for it was terrible, but the actual exam wasn't. I missed one problem, that I did wrong and didn't notice until the time was up. Oh well. It will be alright.

I really like the song "love fool" even though it isn't really a happy healthy song, but I love it. And it's from long ago during a time with good memories attached. love me love, say that you love me. fool me fool me, go on and fool me.

It's making me crazy. The way my life works everyday. Everything is always changing such that once I get use to the way things are, they're different. How can I get ahead in a world unfeeling.. or something.

I'm trying to find a ride to school tomorrow so I don't have to go at 8 with my dad. It sucks to have a car for a month and then have your mom come take it back after you set your life up around it.