It's been so long since I've been in school and even longer since I went to work. I don't want to. Too bad, so sad for me. I know how much you care.

I don't know what to do or if i should do anything for her. My plan right now is to just be here and talk to her and hang out with her (once she has time) like i would normally. When my dog died my best friend was right there. I think she was more freaked out than i was. but it was the best thing in the world having her there to hold me. thank you. So I'll just chill and make sure she is okay, but not push it.

Last night I hung out with two couples. It made me long for something, but i'm not sure what. It wasn't what it would seem to be at all. And I feel fine.

I wrote a poem for my creative writing class. It was a couplet. Since I had to leave town on short notice, I wrote most of it on the plane. It started being about taking a plane trip, but now it is about that and my grandma's funeral. I like it. I think it is cute, or something. It is sort of interesting, because I wrote it for an assignment and normally that makes poems bad.. not bad, but just not meaningful. I don't know. We'll see. It will be online when I am sure I am done with it. Well, actually, when i decide it is good enough to publish because most poems are not done right away. They change for a few weeks and then I just leave them alone. Yep.

I have an insane amount of math work to do.