I have a civics test tomorrow that I actually might not be ready for. I might look in the book for a first. Nah.

So yeah.. I still don't know if I am graduating early. Emily helped me think through it today, but I still don't know. Not being in school anymore would be really weird, but at the same time I feel so done with school for now.

It's really weird when you lose track of the little things and don't miss them. I haven't really seen my family today.. and this whole week has been strange.

I really enjoyed today, I think. Beloved was a little .. odd to watch, but it was good. And forum was good.. and then I hung out with Claire, Emily, and Matt for a while.. and then just with Claire. Claire is great. She let me moooooch a lot today. We went to the play and Emily made it... but Becca did not. I gave Marion a ride home. And I smiled, at the end of the night.

I don't understand why today isn't Friday. I mean, I understand. Seven days in a week.. Thursday comes after Wednesday, etc. But today felt like a Friday and it should have been a Friday.

I love you because you notice things. You catch stuff that I didn't know if you'd understand. You ask me about the things I write about you.

Most of the time I don't know what to do, but I wish that I did so I wouldn't just stand there. I wish that I could find a way or the guts to tell you how happy I am just being close to you, but I normally don't. Just a look. a kate look.