sigh

I would if I could act normal. I don't know if I can so I won't but I'll try. I say to myself as not to hear whatever it is I mean.

My mom told me I should put my URL in my college essay. If you were an admissions person and you came here, would you accept me? I don't know if I would. On one hand, I think the site is pretty impressive and designed nicely.. but on the other hand, maybe what I write everyday would give a bad impression of me. I hope not, I'm just trying to be completely honest, without getting too detailed. I guess I think that would be impressive.. some one willing to share. I don't know, I just think about these things. Thanks for coming here.

I am listening to Booker T & the MG's. I love them.

Yesterday I was off driving in the country again. Somehow we needed up in Chelsea..

I get a lot of mail from my Bubonic Plague site. That is cool, I like it when people use stuff I make and learn from me. woo. The site is fresh.

So free verse might not happen. that would really suck, but at the same time I don't want to put out a crappy literary magazine either. we'll hope for the best and something will happen.

I am coughing again today and it tastes like blood..

Wow, Emily... you sound like me.. things I thought in the past. But you make me smile.