She left me voice mail. That made me smile. But I couldn't sleep.

Today I went to Walpole Island. It's this little reservation island group right between michigan's thumb and canada. I had a nice time there.. some things were a bit odd with people and all, but it was fun. This island was amazing. It had natural land for as far as we could see.

I got 13 emails today that were not actually to me. Nothing real.

So both emily and becca went away for the weekend. I feel sort of lonely, in that not for real but in theory way. It's just a tiny bit odd that I won't talk to either of them. But like I said, it's theory based and everything is fine. just different.

I was laying in the tall prairie, looking up at the beautiful blue sky. I sat up and couldn't see anyone else. They were sitting in the grasses, too.

This morning I got myself let in to school so I could restart the web server. Yeah, I wanted it to be up this weekend. So don't think I don't care or that I am not dedicated.

I drove past the end of the world today. It reminded me of the summer and the good times we had. I decided it would be a happy thing - the memories - and not a sad thing - the missing. Be happy it happened, not sad it's over.

Nothing's completely over, though. Some days it feels that way and I don't like that.