Today was definately good, but sad in that it won't be repeated that soon, if ever.

"oh, it's just kate, it doesn't matter."

We made more waffles tonight. That was happy and fun. yay! I've missed eva and ben.

Wow, I got to see brenna today. It was wacky and weird, but wonderful all the same. We talked about a lot of things, but I don't really know if anything happened or changed. I still don't understand how we work and I bet she doesn't either. But it was good. I've missed her. I sort of got out what I was afraid to say to her, but it didn't really get a reaction at all. I hope that if she did get what I said that she's not just holding back her reaction. I'd rather know I did something bad and try to fix it then have her just deal with it alone. I care and always will. Someday we'll figure out how to work this. Hopefully, I'll gain insight on myself soon.

Wow, I don't really want the next week to begin. Who knows what it will bring.. besides time passing that I don't want to.

I guess emily being injured sort of makes things a bit better. I might have been over reacting, but I didn't like that she hadn't talked to me in a few days. Whatever, though.

I was conviced no one would call. And that could still be true.

I'm feeling sentimental as can be right now. It's not in a good way, either.