I made contact finally, after calling all day long. It was great to talk to brenna on the phone. Maybe things will be alright soon. Who knows about tomorrow, though.

I often wonder what would happen if I just let people call me. Like, when would be the next time someone besides Claire would invite me over.

It was really beautiful outside today. I played some basketball and sat out there with my dog. It was really nice. The weather almost improved my current mood towards life.

Restless, like always.

"I can feel my pinky!"

Lame people like me check their email every hour when they are bored, hoping the one they are after will have written them. No, they don't just call.

I miss him like mad somedays.

I watched A Perfect Murder tonight. It was interesting and drew me in.. but I don't know if I'd say it was good or not. I really want to see Gattaca sometime. I was totally drawn in to that when I walked in to the science room and they were watching it in FOS one day.

I think I could have written a bunch of poems the last few days, but the words never got out of my head onto paper.

So I guess I'll go watch The Lion King with claire and ben.