Gobble Gobble.

I cleaned my room today. I was bored, but it was alright. So now the floor is all cleared.. except for this huge pile of college information from countless schools. That stuff is staying right where it is until I decide I'm done with "the college search" and throw it all away. I mean recycle it.

Thanksgiving was pretty cool. We just had the usual small family over. ate, talked, chilled. I didn't get sick, just full enough.

I saw There's Something About Mary tonight. I'm not sure what I thought. At parts I hated it, but mostly it was good. The best part was that it was something for us to do, an activity.

I never get any real email anymore. Every now and then at night, I do. I still hope.

I am still restless. It's insane. And I almost had a moment of clarity and realized I just want something that isn't real and I'm following what I can't have. But then that passed and I was able to go back to the way my life goes.

I don't know what to do with that girl.

My cat is completely satisfied running back and forth in my room after something or another. It's cute.

I was going to pretend to be all angsty about marion not really talking to me on wednesday.. but then I decided that would be silly.