This evening it snowed for the first time. I don't know how that fits into the meaning of today. It was a touching moment walking out of community and feeling snow on my lips.

I can't explain the way I feel right now. Maybe it's too complex, but I'm thinking it's just not really a feeling at all.

If I could I would... do a lot of things that I don't.

I offered you my cat and my teddy bear, cause that's what I knew how to give.

We finished getting free verse all compiled and that sort of jazz. So there's a good thing. "The Wheel" sounded good. And other things are good.

I didn't know what to do.. and that was bad. I would have let you stay all night, but parents and curfews and more parents make that a less likely situation.

I guess I don't know what to write anymore.. but I just want to get across the points that I care about you like mad and I want you to be happy, but I don't always know how to make you happy.. and when I got home for the last time tonight, I missed you.

I made claire and alison fake high school ids.. which is really funny cause they are completely true. Both alison and claire are in high school at community. and because people normally don't make fake ids to prove they are under age. But yeah, I've got some skills. But don't tell, it's on the down-low. And it's not bad, cause like I said, they were honest ids.