I guess thursday is your day of choice to ask someone to hang out the coming weekend. With some people, I ask them a week before.

Free Verse will be back from the printer in one week. And the cover will be red. wow. Today I actually wrote in creative writing class.. I wrote a pretty lame story, but I wrote. That was different.

I don't know what to do anymore.. when people change so rapidly from making me happy to frustrating me. some people just always make me happy, but we're not really close.

I really do think that marion is fierce. Maybe someday when she's not too busy for me, we will hang out and do something fun and cool.

I am really unsatisfied with my internet connection right now. It is REALLY slow.

I don't trust my own feelings anymore.. that's why I can't just follow them and try to be happy.

I hung out with tara and some people today. That was nice. I don't know why, but I still think tara is cool.. and yeah, I know what she does and has done in the past. But she's nice to me. I didn't think I'd be able to look at her again without feeling terrible.. maybe I could because of the way I was feeling about you today.

Here I go wasting another night. I am getting close to being in control and connected with everyday life, but not that close.