I don't know why I feel this way lately, that is part of the problem.

Free Verse goes to the printer tomorrow..

Last night Marion made me so happy with some simple email. She said something really nice about me.. and it just made me happy and I could think about something besides what was bringing me down.

I folded a bunch of those little Galen's day tag's today. You know the people that are always bugging you for donations.. and they give you a little green tag after you donate? yeah, I folded and tied strings to a lot of those. It was a blast.

Eva said that she knows her last relationship should be over because it's all been done before. We haven't been through that much, but I think it's over anyway.

I got some prints for senior picture type things today.. it's nice when people think you are cute. It helps build self esteem and all that.

I need major sleep. I cannot wait until Saturday.

I guess I've figured out why everything messes with my mind. Because I'm still working on what everything really means to me. I thought I couldn't tell you because it would hurt you or affect you.. but really I was afraid it wouldn't affect you and that would hurt me. Somehow.

Someday, someway...
Maybe I'll understand you.