I like friends. I like to visit MSU. I like to see Becca and hang out with cool people. I like knowing someone else named Kate that is neat. I like to dance in the backseat of a car. I like to smile and laugh. I like to do crazy things every now and then and be alive.

as i grow older, without even noticing, my life changes. I drive farther away for fun. i keep my own schedule and have things to do, places to be. and then.. choices come and everything is not just do as i say not as i do. follow my lead. in the end i'll always know where you need to be. i'll provide for you.   that's pretty much ending. now it's you really should do this. i can't make that decision for you. what do you want out of life?

I don't actually deal with anything in my life if i don't have to. Like the fact that i am senior hasn't really hit me. No, it hit me already, but i am not dealing with it. I am leaving college alone, too. I don't know where to go and i don't want to do all the addmission stuff.. so I just haven't. Whenever I stop to think about how much is going in my life that I am not dealing with, I get freaked out. But then I realize I am much happier not thinking about any of that. so I don't. oh well. too bad, so sad for me.