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I can't believe this is my life lately. All sorts of stuff is going on, but I don't know how I feel about any of it. Saying goodbye to people isn't fun. Even if it isn't a real goodbye. I am reminded of myself two years ago. I did not have a fun time back then. When the girl that meant everything to me left town for two weeks... I almost died without her. I feel close to the same way now, except I know I'll be okay this time. I'm not as dependent. Being semi-dependent on people is weird. My friends are great, but I fear I'd crash and burn badly without them and they won't be here forever. Maybe some will. Forever is a long time. I can't believe tonight is it. And tomorrow as she drives north, we'll be driving south. I guess it's better that way. But the first thing I'll want to do when I get home from cedar point is talk to you. Maybe I'll be too tired. I'll go to sleep. I'll wake up at noon and go to my afternoon job. I'll try to smile, although I won't want to. I'll just wait to hear from you. And I'll feel semi-sick. But I'll smile when I think of you... in the end... |
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